Struggling to stay strong.
Struggling to believe that God is working in him.
Struggling to have faith.
I feel like I am failing God. I want so much to be strong and full of faith that God is working everything out for His glory. Why do I feel like I have to be strong for God? He know my heart. He knows it is broken. He knows how much I love my child. This child who has a huge heart for others. This child who loves music. This child who kisses me on the forehead every morning. Why has he turned away from God? I do not know. I only know how much I love him and that God loves him even more than I do.
I will stay strong.
I will believe that God is working in him.
I will have faith.
I will trust that God is in control of this situation. I will lean on Him when I can’t understand.
Isaiah 41:10 So do not fear, for I am with you; Do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you: I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.